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Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 10:29 am
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humans.... why do they hate so easily.... mater affact why do some furs hate so easily.... so many hate me with out getting to know me.... i guess this is my life and i have to trudge through it no matter what the fuck happens.... and yestereday i nearly wrecked my car into an 18 wheeler cause of some problems i had with a friend of mine.... i just don't know what to do anymore.... GODS GIVE ME A SIGN PLEASE |
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Sep. 29th, 2004 @ 04:59 pm
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well lets see i been busy playing Star Wars BattleFront. my pc is slowly messing up and needs to have new stuff down load a lot of new stuff.Current Mood:  satisfied
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*shrug
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Sep. 27th, 2004 @ 05:55 pm
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well my sleep took a ton of the depression away from me but as soon as i feel into the trench of depression i became very sick. it feels like i got a bad flu bug but i don't t hink i do. it might just all be in my mind but i don't know.Current Mood:  sick
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Question: Could death be better then my life?
Answer: probably it is. then i wouldn't feel like shit or that i am walked all over or all this shit. I just wish i could die and move on vanish from this planet i want to leave this world behind. i don't know what to do any more but just cry....cry till i can't cry anymoreCurrent Mood:  sad
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Hey all Its fun being depressed i look back and see all the downs in my life all my relation ships that got fucked up *sighs* and that just makes me sink farther into my deep dark abyss of depression. I guess it started when i got a call saying i had to be in work to morrow at 7:30 A.M. I wish my damn life would finaly get on the track that runs level insted of up and down. I need anti depressents but i am to fucking poor to go get a perscription for them. plus the fact that i need to get my heart checked out still. and to make it worse i just heard the one song that makes me super depressed *sighs and cries a bit* the fates just one let up on me.Current Mood:  depressed Current Music: Don't you want Me - The Human League
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i don't know if i should keep this up anymore my mind all fucked up right now so is my heart. all i know is i wish only to be loved but don't seam to be loved anymore* sighs and shrugs* just my fucking life needs to be sorted out maybe in a few days.
Aug. 14th, 2004 @ 03:43 pm
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well been a while i don't kow what to do anymmore my life is sorta messed up i guess i am just out of it i wish i could just vanish for about a month
Jul. 18th, 2004 @ 11:02 am
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Oww i hurt i hurt i hurt had to help burry a colt to day then helped put up a damn chicken pen... i am sore as hell and damn pollen killed my head
May. 8th, 2004 @ 09:30 pm
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got to mow the lawn today and it is about 4 foot tall in places i get to use the dr Trimmer so that is a plus
May. 6th, 2004 @ 04:29 pm
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bit sick to day had a personal hell yesterday and it sorta made me sick allday today
May. 3rd, 2004 @ 09:26 pm
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